Pain.

I had plans for tonight. In about 15 minutes, I was supposed to hop in my little car and head to a bible study that I look forward to going...

God has an incredible humor. I love that about you God.

At the very moment i'm laying on my couch. I wish I could tell you that I'm sitting up... but my back is in pain. And I would like to think that I have a high tolerance for pain. So if I'm at the point of verbally saying something or stopping myself from moving.. it's bad. I heated it for a great while hopping that it would help. No...

I was in an accident December 3rd and have been getting my "spine trained to stay in place" -My chiropractor. So here I lay in between treatment appointments, in pain and wishing I could feel good enuff to be moving normal. On top of that I think i have a fever. I stopped at the gas station today to pump gas and for the 4 minutes I was out of the car, God made it POUR down. Resulting in my hat, clothes, shoes and socks being soaked. I was laughing then, but not now. haha okay maybe a little.

So here I am. Laying down. And in a dream state. And no, I didn't take any pain killers... lol. I dream about being somewhere else. Things I want to do, learn and see. I miss Chiapas, MX. Being at the orphanage and seeing people give their lives to Jesus on the city streets. I miss translating and playing the cajon in worship. I know the best is yet to come. And although God wants me to stay home tonight, I trust that He has something that He is saving me from or that He wants me to just rest in Him. :)