Thursday, March 24, 2011

Heart happy.


The Month of March has been Beautiful..

It has been full of His LOVE. Full of presents from Heaven.
I truly feel overwhelmed, In a good way of course. Just when you feel like you cannot take another step forward in the desert, He comes like an Eagle and rescues you with aide and rest. My heart is joyful and I am amazed of His goodness, YET AGAIN. You never fail me Daddy.

That being said, there is also a battle that roars inside of me. The battle of man pleasing, Ugh.
Why is it that I feel the need to please man? To gain acceptance (at times). Or feel that we have to give explanations?? I truly DISLIKE this kind of obligation.

I ask the Lord to please help me overcome this.

It's funny when you read about how Jesus did life and ministry... He SPIT in a guys eyes to heal him. Everything he did was NOT COMMON to the ways they lived in. And the chatter amongst the people didn't stop Him. He knew HIS IDENTITY and HIS PURPOSE. There is the key. And thats that I have to follow.

Ha! I guess sometimes you just have to write things out to see the correct perspective. Well I feel better. haha :)